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[00:12.890](That's it)
[00:14.380]Looking back now I didn't know what it was supposed to be
[00:17.700]And, and it's like raising' kids, man
[00:20.590]If you weren't raised, you don't know how to raise, you know?
[00:23.60]I just did the best that I could with them because
[00:25.340]They know fucking well I love them
[00:27.890]But I didn't do the best I could
[00:31.390]I didn't know what the fuck I was doing
[00:34.30]I didn't
[00:36.700]I will never forget watching my mother get put in a straight jacket
[00:43.160]And taken out of my home when I was only seven years old
[00:47.390]She was diagnosed with Dementia praecox and put in a mental institution
[00:51.470]Leaving my daddy alone with me and my little brother Lloyd
[00:55.890]I later had an evil stepmother
[00:58.640]Who further cemented the idea that I didn't need a mother
[01:02.300]Growing up without one
[01:04.320]Had long lasting impressions I didn't fully understand until much later in life
[01:09.590]It bled into my relationships with family
[01:13.210]And those I had become romantically involved with
[01:17.730]Whenever I got too close to a woman I would cut her off
[01:21.0]Part of that was vindictive and partially based on fear
[01:25.330]But it was also totally subconscious
[01:29.550]Looking back is a bitch, isn't it?
[01:33.0](Ah, ah, ah)
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